whatever whatever whatever.
all of a sudden, i lost interest again in anything. perhaps i took an interest in studying now. which is good, right? and i feel so frustrated that i left one of my tys in sch and the other at his house. which i really have no intention of getting it now. but i wouldnt want to miss the remedial of tml's.


maybe i should spend all my time indulging in gothic lit. etc. and my maths hw and chinese writings. and maybe i'll get a place in NUS. and the rest? i might as well throw every thing out of my sight. since there's no place for me else where.


OH just leave me alone.